when your words does not make any sense~

omg, mesti kecewa~

kadang2x rase dikhianati oleh teknologi.. tu la, terlalu taksub, tp xsalah ak nk gune teknologi untuk mendekatkan sesuatu yg sgt jauh.. tp bile xde respon, hati ni mcm luluh rebah ke bumi Allah yg serba indah.. ataupun ak yg terlalu bz body, tp drpd x ambil peduli bg ak tu lg la xxxxxx....

mcm bercakap dgn dinding.. tp betul what, klau those wordssss tu timbul kat 'dinding'.. hahahaha, the 'dinding' is 'wall posted' yg korang dok taip hampir setiap hari kat fb tu (*mgkn xseme orang, tp ak salah seorang ny)..

wth la wei~ betul, yg korang pernah cakap bile sesuatu yg korang nyatakan xberi respon, "mcm cakap dgn dinding'.. inilah kenyataan ny, mmg bercakap dgn dinding pun.. tp xpe, tu antara salah satu cara mengekspresikan diri.. drpd pendam dalam hati... kadang2x terdetik, bahasa kite berbeza ker??? hurmmm~

akan datang jgn kate ak xprihatin, ak dh try.. mungkin usaha ak xsegigih yg ko harapkan.. minta maaf bnyk2x..

this lately agak stress, dgn lmbt sgt nk run projek fyp, masalah study, masalah jiwa, masalah kewangan (*ade kot??) prasan je dh 'voice out' tp the 'voice' still in your heart.. how come??? im trying to appear more transparent, but it seems like have no big deal.. ak syok sendri lg la nih... huh!

manusia mane yg xdtimpa masalah... ak berharap ak akan lebih prihatin dan sensitif kepada orang lain agar mereka xrse dikhianati ataupun di[inggirkan mcm mane ak rase... my coursemate mase diploma dulu pernah kate, biar orang buat kite jgn kite buat orang.. but seriously im not that kind of perseon.. once terkene, biarpun ak mampu nak menatap muke korang yg 'comel' @ yg 'hensem' tu, korang berdoa je la Allah lembutkan hati ak utk sebarang kemungkinan.. 

kpd yg berkenan, harap prihatin.. klau xdpt, xpela.. ak cube trime keadaan nim...

*dh la sedey xdpt nak blik s.alam berikutan masalah projek dan secebis masalah kewangan, abang ak  yg xde cuti mid sem pun buleh balik... ak????

antara hari yg agak panjang~

dush2x! walawei~

4.30pg td baru shut down laptop dok layan nak buat tag name utk program kelab...
7.15pg jd lone ranger p kelas kat kota...
11.00tgh hr p shopping cikedis sorang2x , pnuh 1 troli, dekat 2ratus jugak la abis...
1.00 tgh hr sambung lg shopping kat kdai stationery, balik sat sembahyang..
1.50 tgh hr p gegas masuk kelas kat kusza...
4.00 ptg p ladang, jmpe en.zamri nk surrender dgn amek equipment utk fyp
4.30 ptg jumpe classmate, discuss psl projek mega sat
5.00 ptg p ladang smule, chop tahi ayam utk projek fyp dgn pak usop penjaga reban ayam...
5.30 ptg sempat p terjah kedai pisang goreng...
6.00 ptg layan citra, crite korea.. ade park shin hye kot, little black dress..
7.00 mlm sembahyang, pastu packing cikedis
8.00 mlm baru ngadap laptop, rse mcm nak terlelap ja...

*ntah bile tag name tu ak nk print??? sat naaaa, ngantok nim...

dimana dua kaki ak memijak~

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hurmmmm, ayah ni merujuk kepada sape yek?? just wondering~ ni baru mendongak ke langit, blom berada di langit, kaki langit pun xsampai lg ni rase ny...

sbb ny ak terpikir klau dy tau ak xbrape nak berdaya utk join animal planet mesti dy bg ak pilih ape yg ak daya.. xde la tersadai kat sini kan~ aduish.... ak takut bile ak xdgr kate nnt jd anak derhake, kui kui kui~ pengalaman ak xbuleh buat mase agrotech dh buktikan sedikit yg ak xbrape nk minat science gile ni.. tp ape la hidup tanpe science kan... klau xbuleh buat knp nk buat, sbb ak over-confident kot??? kah kah kah, inilah dy hambaAllah yg xsedar diri..

ade orang kate ukur baju di badan sendri.. klau nak dibandingkan ak dgn kawan kelas mmg jauh beze.. bile ak join animal planet, all things are about science and science.. im just a landscape design student who have study a lil bit about business study to complete my diploma study.. i've left for about 4 years compared to my classmate which have extra science knowledge that they have gain during their pre-u study or matriculation before they join animal planet...

masyaAllah, im having degree of tears not degree in animal production and helath... until now i still cant really accept that how can i join animal planet.. btw, im almost finish my degree study.. im having my final year now with extra subject.. the subject that i really2x hate is biostatistic... omoh2x~ tp biostatistic ni interesting subject.. sgt bergune utk inteprate numbering data.. maybe im a slow learner when its come to numbering  and calculation subject..

adakah ak xsedar dimana kaki ak memijak??? whatever it take, ak kne sudah kan ape yg ak dh mulakan.. trime kasih kepada yg memberi support xkesah dr segi ape pun.. sob sob T_T

salam air mata dari perantauan, kih kih kih.... adios and salam~