2012 -> 2013

masih meneruskan saki baki perjalanan menempuh planet ter-chenta, the beautiful planet in the worldz! --> animal planet unisza..

rase dh lame xblik rumah, nmpk gaye mmg tahun depan la bru dpt balik... sepanjang sem ni (sem ni x abis lg), kawan2x kebanyakan ny dh 2-3 kali balik rumah kot.. tp ak dok tersadai kat sini.. standby mode konon, tggu barang utk run fyp x smpai2x.. sudah ak paling last utk run fyp.. sadis sungguh~

dr 1st cuti -> cuti raye hj ak mmg nak balik.. xde ape pun tp mmg rase nak balik... cuti mid sem pun ak xblik.. ade ruang sikit mase study week pun masih xblik.. every second im thinking to get out from here... tp bnyk mende yg buat ak stay here until this moment.. even abang ak yg xde cuti pun buleh balik jumpe mak dgn ayah... aduish~

regreting is nothing after u chose something, u cant even turn back.. membazir nama ny.. tp xsalah klau bende tu mungkin membahagiakan kau.. tp drpd membahagiakan ko seorang knp x pilih jalan yg membahagiakan lebih ramai orang biarpun kau sendri akan kecewa... aduish, ayat ape2x ntah...

kekuatan teruji bila musibah datang melanda.. ak kne la pasrah and survive utk diri sendri juge kn.. livin in my own plaet as a critical student mmg stress giler.. every second im thinking that i've made a wrong decision a long time ago.. omoh2x~

tp ak maseh lepak kat sini meneruskan perjuangan dengan sedikit ketabahan dan kesabaran... rintang memang ade kat mane2x pun.. ak rase ak dok sini nk ngumpul pengalaman dan tomahan je.. blaja ntah kemane.. nk settle problem saje.. xpe, nnt orang lain buleh refer ak, itupun klau ak nak tolong dyorg la.. at the 1st time they will look for me as im somebody, mereka mgkn @ mmg akan cari ak, pastu bile dh buleh jalan sendri.. then, im become nobody... (dlm nobody2x pun, phm2x je la, ak sendri je yg rse~)

im sick and goin insane.. may Allah bless me and my family.. how about kawan2x?? eleh, dyorg ade 'adik-beradik' sendri, im nobody for them.. kah kah kah.. thats okay! dear my friendzzzz, all friendz since i was born, thanks for everything, u teach me how to live a life.. sometime im sick'n of u and most of them u sick'n on me.. i knew it very well..

to my family, jaug ke dekat, ttp rase dekat.. u make everything turns well dgn izin Allah.. hope pengalaman sepanjang tahun 2012 membantu ak meneroskan perjuangan xkesah la kat planet mane sekalipun.. i want to rock'n with the world in a good way... may i have it, maybe not in study but i still something cool to my life in my own way...

thats all, thnk you for everything...