xsedar diri part 1..

hmmmm, jgn kate orang..

tgk diri ko sendri.. jgn terus-terusan mengungkit dan mengungkit.. lihat sekeliling, patut ke ko bersuare dgn segale yg ko dh dpt?? klau nk something to be perfect, you should be the perfect one first.. then you can keep asking anything.. nobody perfect la! keep treating like a stranger is hurting me.. you dont have the ability like them la adiba sawari.. they are different, totally different from you so keep quite2x at your place.. bersyukur dgn ape yg ade.. ak cube jd terbaik tp yg jd terbalik pulak.. tp xpe, trime seadany.. xde dua orang yg same dlm dunia nih.. mereka terbaik, ko terbalik.. xmustahil ko jd mcm nih.. xpe, biar la dyorg tu.. dunia oh dunia..

ak lebih suke menyelami dunia luar tanpa menyedarkan diri yg ak kne survive in my own planet.. wth, i really feel like a stranger. 'im the danger stranger'.. thats why la people keep avoiding from you la adiba and it is imposible for me to avoiding you, let you down, let you to be suffered because im learning from you.. you all teach me and applied it to you and now you can know how it work on you.. dont be anger, hidup xslalu ny dibawah.. ak nk gak naik atas.. sy nk menikmati dunia yg smentare but still remind to myself that Allah keep looking on me.. living on your (not me) own world like living in a box.. less thing you know.. and when you need to put yourself out from the box, i really hope u can make it.. adib, adibah, nur adibah!!! bangun lah.. ko bukan terbaik sampai ko nk banding kan diri ko dgn orang lain.. *ni bukan kali pertame ak sedar diri (tp sbenar ny masih xsedarkn diri)... huh, it almost subuh.. i wanna have a rest..

chow!

you are selling the fishes but you doesnt knew it...

sometime we feel nothing when we at the some places with lots of people surround us.. but watch-out of people behind you.. even there is your friends.. good10x friends.. even you trust them.. or even you knew that they dont have any bad intention.. personally i dont trust people around me.. even they really3x dont have any bad intention.. but usually i will see double-face person.. they will keep stay behind me and have some benefits from me.. then, if they cant get anything good from me, they threat me like a strangers.. keep avoiding me..i  just wanna be good to you and myself.. wth!! go to hell la people like this.. im giving. giving and giving then i got nothing and lost so much thing ade la.. so, it is not possible for me to be cruel to people around me.. keep showing your double face or you may multiply your face until it become 'talam' face.. i dont care!! people like this should be throw in 'telaga'.. if im like this, just throw me if u can.. how come this can happen.. really hate this situation..

i wanna have good life.. reaching fed-up stage will make me tired and tired.. how can i live by keep being good to other people but people dont care about me? sometime, could you spend something for other people?? not only you can get something from them.. so that, i want to be cruel and cruel when needed until the end of my life.. hey people!! when somebody treat you nicely, how come you cant treat them nice tooo?? lets have win-win situation.. nobody will lose anything.. i must got my punishment at this moment.. but i dont know when i do something wrong.. but thas ok, Allah is almighty and i must accept it.. to people out there, if im not treat you nicely, you should now what you have done to me.. what i knew is you and i are totally different from any inch..