keep avoiding might be the best way for us..

suddenly feel happy... from what?? i dont know..

what i just wanted to say that sometime we doesn't know that peoples are hating us although we treat them nicely.. sometime, being nice to them doesn't give us any benefit as much as we think.. why?? i think that, not all people know that u try to be nice to them.. they might think that u want publicity or even there are something that u hiding behind them.. lately im turning more cruelly like never before..

try to correct me if im wrong.. as usual, you always feel that u right miss dib, but in real thing u are totally wrong.. lacking this and that just make u become idiot person to the others.. i just want to enjoy my own life.. but it seem like just having nice dream.. the dream that cant be true.. huish... perhaps, something good will come to me..

life with regretting the life is terrible.. did i keep thinking how to make myself and people around me happy together?? if yes, how come i feel that peoples are keep hating me... plz help me if u can..  so i make a decision to keep avoiding you or might be you all or slightly the other part of me to survive until i die.. i feel that we are apart from each other although im sitting beside of you or even in front of your nose.. forgotten and to be forget of me really test me to have my live with you..  i will try my best, please let me have a good impression and respect of all of you..

sorry for sometime i forget u, i hope i wouldn't have it again.. i know what the feel being forgotten by somebody..

thanks for everything people!!!

you are selling the fishes but you doesnt knew it...

sometime we feel nothing when we at the some places with lots of people surround us.. but watch-out of people behind you.. even there is your friends.. good10x friends.. even you trust them.. or even you knew that they dont have any bad intention.. personally i dont trust people around me.. even they really3x dont have any bad intention.. but usually i will see double-face person.. they will keep stay behind me and have some benefits from me.. then, if they cant get anything good from me, they threat me like a strangers.. keep avoiding me..i  just wanna be good to you and myself.. wth!! go to hell la people like this.. im giving. giving and giving then i got nothing and lost so much thing ade la.. so, it is not possible for me to be cruel to people around me.. keep showing your double face or you may multiply your face until it become 'talam' face.. i dont care!! people like this should be throw in 'telaga'.. if im like this, just throw me if u can.. how come this can happen.. really hate this situation..

i wanna have good life.. reaching fed-up stage will make me tired and tired.. how can i live by keep being good to other people but people dont care about me? sometime, could you spend something for other people?? not only you can get something from them.. so that, i want to be cruel and cruel when needed until the end of my life.. hey people!! when somebody treat you nicely, how come you cant treat them nice tooo?? lets have win-win situation.. nobody will lose anything.. i must got my punishment at this moment.. but i dont know when i do something wrong.. but thas ok, Allah is almighty and i must accept it.. to people out there, if im not treat you nicely, you should now what you have done to me.. what i knew is you and i are totally different from any inch..