keep avoiding might be the best way for us..

suddenly feel happy... from what?? i dont know..

what i just wanted to say that sometime we doesn't know that peoples are hating us although we treat them nicely.. sometime, being nice to them doesn't give us any benefit as much as we think.. why?? i think that, not all people know that u try to be nice to them.. they might think that u want publicity or even there are something that u hiding behind them.. lately im turning more cruelly like never before..

try to correct me if im wrong.. as usual, you always feel that u right miss dib, but in real thing u are totally wrong.. lacking this and that just make u become idiot person to the others.. i just want to enjoy my own life.. but it seem like just having nice dream.. the dream that cant be true.. huish... perhaps, something good will come to me..

life with regretting the life is terrible.. did i keep thinking how to make myself and people around me happy together?? if yes, how come i feel that peoples are keep hating me... plz help me if u can..  so i make a decision to keep avoiding you or might be you all or slightly the other part of me to survive until i die.. i feel that we are apart from each other although im sitting beside of you or even in front of your nose.. forgotten and to be forget of me really test me to have my live with you..  i will try my best, please let me have a good impression and respect of all of you..

sorry for sometime i forget u, i hope i wouldn't have it again.. i know what the feel being forgotten by somebody..

thanks for everything people!!!