keep avoiding might be the best way for us..

suddenly feel happy... from what?? i dont know..

what i just wanted to say that sometime we doesn't know that peoples are hating us although we treat them nicely.. sometime, being nice to them doesn't give us any benefit as much as we think.. why?? i think that, not all people know that u try to be nice to them.. they might think that u want publicity or even there are something that u hiding behind them.. lately im turning more cruelly like never before..

try to correct me if im wrong.. as usual, you always feel that u right miss dib, but in real thing u are totally wrong.. lacking this and that just make u become idiot person to the others.. i just want to enjoy my own life.. but it seem like just having nice dream.. the dream that cant be true.. huish... perhaps, something good will come to me..

life with regretting the life is terrible.. did i keep thinking how to make myself and people around me happy together?? if yes, how come i feel that peoples are keep hating me... plz help me if u can..  so i make a decision to keep avoiding you or might be you all or slightly the other part of me to survive until i die.. i feel that we are apart from each other although im sitting beside of you or even in front of your nose.. forgotten and to be forget of me really test me to have my live with you..  i will try my best, please let me have a good impression and respect of all of you..

sorry for sometime i forget u, i hope i wouldn't have it again.. i know what the feel being forgotten by somebody..

thanks for everything people!!!

for the 1st time ... (part2 & ending)

cont...

pagi di segamat,

d keheningan pagi yg sejup.. masing2 buat subuh mcm biase, cume masing menggigil kesejupan.. pastu smbg tdo ckit2, almaklum ngantok lg.. yg p bfast tu bfast la kat bwh.. yg kat atas nih bfast ala2 mat salleh, mkn honey star, uht milk, kropok, aiskrim, ntah ape lg ntah.. yg tdo tu tdo la, yg tgk tv pn ape kurang ny.. power rangers pun layan gak.. pastu start r sorg2 siap2.. masing2 dok ngadap cermin, muat tau.. ktorg dpt blik yg ade cermin besaq.. almaklum, 'executive room' la kate kan.. diserikan lagi dgn kehadiran juru makeup tempatan, hahaha!! ye la, kne la pkai cantik2.. pastu checkout pkul 12.. 



after check out!

p trun htr kunci, tros p parking.. sempat gak brgambar smentare tggu en. k (driver geng ummu) trun.. pastu tros p umah imah.. org pn dh start datang umah dy.. ktorg pn cari port baik pny utk parking... semasa perjalanan dlm area segamat sy mintak zie yg drive, zie dh slalu drive, jd mmg rse slamat r dgn dy.. pastu amy pn nk jd driver juge, hahaha.. krete ummu kay dh jd permanent driver.. so, bg la.. lg sy xbiase drive kwasan bandar yg agak sibuk... thanx zie n amy!!

sesampai umah imah..

 geng dr kl n s.alam ( en. kay, zami, nad, amy, ummu, zie, syib, anisah n its me dib)

yg ni ade gmbr geng dr muadzam..

mcm bese, salam2 tuan ruan rumah.. ktorg ni xsenang dudok dh.. almaklum sampai awal.. kejap naik atas, kjp bwh, kjp blakan, kjp depan.. chup, sesampai je umah imah ktorg nmpak don, ecah and manir.. kwn kolej gak.. dyorg trun dari muadzam.. huh, brtambah meriah la kenduri tu.. lame sgt dh xjumpe dyorg.. ape lg, serang r.. anis pn ade dtg xlame lps tu.. trime kasih la anis bg ptunjuk ktorg nk p segamat tu mlm sbelum nk brtolak p segamat... tp xsempat nk tgk imah bersanding, sbb nk balik awal.. ktorg seme fresh driver n takut smp kl dh malam.. so p jmpe imah kjp lepas dy makeup2, amik gmbr dgn dy kjp, pastu ktorg blah r.. pergh, time tu sy dh rse lain, rse xsedap.. mcm cannot go dh.. so pesan kat zie mintak dy drive dlu.. sblum balik mesti la p slm mak dy dlu.. dh mkn kenyang mane boleh blah mcm tu je.. k, prjalanan pulang ke kl bermule...!! zie as the 1st driver, im not very well at that time..

ni gmbr same imah( ade manir, nad, anisah, zie, zami, ummu, IMAH, syin\b, anis n yg tgh tdo tu sy!!)

kembali smula ke kl/ s.alam..

prjalanan bermula, rse mcm nk demam.. psl smlm ny kot, sejup.. geng ummu akan brtolak blik ke kl n ktorg plak akan blik s.alam.. masih gerak seiring.. odw tu bg tau kat geng ummu nk singgah petronas, nk cari ubat selesema, so p la singgah kjp.. tgk2, geng ummu masing2 p masuk toilet.. hahaha.. thanx zami, carikan ubat tu.. dy blikan panadol soluble.. dgn rase xnak telan, akhir ny telan gak... lps tu ok ckit n troskan perjalann.. sblum tu geng ktorg tukar driver kat senawang.. geng sy kire gagah r, sbb dh tau next driver dy bru lps mkn ubat.. tp alhamdulillah x ngantok n prjalanan slamat.. mcm bese r jam ckit2.. ktorg  berpecah ble dh smp r&r sremban.. mmg bajet nk mkn, tp tau la klau tmpt ssak mkn pn xfeeling, xkenyang pn nnt.. so decide utk mkn kat s.alam n nad pn on je.. geng ummu p mkn kat kajang, alang2 syib dgn anisah nk blik kajang kay nak blik beranang.. pastu  p smbhyg kjp n  gerak smule.. nad masih brsame, wpn nad nk trun kl, cme xblh join ummu sbb krete ummu dh penoh.. trpakse la nad naik tren dr s.alam plak.. sbb sy xbrani nk masuk jln kl.. jalan kl serabut, serabut ayam....

sesampai d s.alam..

sampai s.alam dlm pkul 7.. tny nad dy nk join ktorg mkn ke x? dy kate on je.. slps mesyuarat, ktorg decide p mkn mcd.. sy xbrape confident gak nk bw dyorg.. tp gagah juge la bawa dyorg p mcd sect 3.. huh, ni pn 1st time nih.. xbrape suke drive kat s.alam daa, ckit2 ade roundabout.. nasib baik ade zie n zami yg jd sebahagian drpd side mirror.. smpo la ade sati insiden tu... hehehe.. xpe, geng ktorg je tau.. tp masih cool n mkn ttp mkn.. lapar gak.. lgp mak dgn ayah xde kat rumah.. mkn siap2 tros.. lps mkn htr nad kat ktm dlm pkul 8 la juge.. pastu tros blik rumah..

sampai je kat rumah...

huh, org tue ni buat hal mcm bese, p parking krete depan umh.. sy dh la xterer parking.. dh tau kite xreti nk parking, boleh dy pandang je pastu borak2.. bkn ny nk alih krete dy.. skali ak layan krete dy baru tau.. pastu blasah r ape lg, zie dgn zami tolong mcm biase.. org sebelah pn satu hal, buat mende same.. xpe2, dh doa bnyk2.. sbb doa org yg teraniaya akan dimakbulkan.. masuk je rumah, ape lg tgk mentor 4.. wah2 nasib baik trtukar tv3, klau x melepas.. syukur ila n en. john dpt masuk semi final.. (ups, iklan kejap) gogogo ila!!!  time ni selesema dtg lg, mak pn blik xlame lps tu.. mintak mak un\bat.. lps makan ubat pengsan tros.. zie dgn zami pn pengsan gak.. hahaha..

zie n zami blik rumah masing pagi esok ny.. htr dyorg kat stesen bas sect 17.. sblum tu bw dyorg p jusco bkt raja, jln2 cuci mate n p mkn nasik ayam dlu..

tu je la crite psl trip ktorg p kenduri imah.. hope enjoy! kesemua watak dalam ni benar belaka, tp jgn nk claim payment plak lepas ni..

thanx to: me n myself, ayah n mak (sbb bg krete, permission n bajet), pak usu (bg checkpoint list), zie, zami, anis, nad, ummu, syib, anisah, amy, en. kay, ijat, kwn ijat, don, ecah, manir, special thanx to imah n family dy, faiz a.k.a abg long animal planet sbb bg direction, abg cameraman dll. mintak maap la klau xdpt nk state name korg kat kat sini..

dlu, kine dan selamanya... xfresh ttp dhati!!!

smbg story kat blog kwn sy tu, mrangkap my classmate, my bro la juge... nk story gak psl xfresh @ xfm nih..

at the 1st time sy jmpe stesen radio ni time form 4 thn 2004.. time tu tgh cuti skola, tgh layan era.. ttbe plak dy tukar channel tu sendri.. layan je la, lagu dy blh thn sedap.. time tu best r, xde iklan.. samapi ke sudah sy dgr xfresh..

skarang dh tukar name, dr xfresh ke xfm.. rse ny name xfresh lg best.. trkenang kan adi (dlu dj xfresh, skarang dj era), susah benar la dy nk menyebot prkataan 'xfresh' tu.. seme ny best la, dr dj smp la ke lagu, konti, ape je la.. sy dh jd follower xfresh yg setia, ups 'xfm' daa... tp ntah ape nta astro ni, asal xfm ade show gempaq2 je dy tarik p era.. hish, ape jela..

yg xblh lupe, dj dy mse awal kbangkitan xfm... ade adi, burn, kak julia, jfk, dll mmg best r.. pastu xpasal2 era amek dyorg plak.. ape nk jd xtau la.. sibuk je.. kbnykkn pn dy tarik, dina, hanif , ray dll p masuk era.. what the hell la.. *ske2 je nk tulis ape..

mane la xsayang xfm nih, mcm2 dh sy dpt.. tket wayang, tket konsert, cash, siap dpt on air lg.. tu yg xblh lupe.. pengalaman on-air kat konti xfm utk segmen skulio.. pastu ntah mcm mane blh pakat dgn member join xgeng kot xsilap, alhamdulillah semue geng dpt jwb btul.. menang rm1000.. tp tu dh lame mse zmn xfresh..

skarang xfm, nk menang something pn kne dsoal siasat dlu.. huh! xpe, dyorg yg pny hadiah.. ape pn xfm ke xfresh fm ke, dyorg mmg best! lagu dy mmg fresh, tu la yg xphm knp sebok sgt nk tukar name xfm.. ksian member lain yg xdgr xfm ni, mcm dh ktinggalan zaman dgn industri music msia....

ape pn all d best utk xfm, wpn cuti semester ni xbrape sempat nk dgr xfm.. thanx to my bro, update lagu2 baru sementare cuti sem nih.. en. k trimas ya!! 

Aduh teacher!!!

Slps Hari Belia @ Hari Kite berlabuh, Hari Guru dtg menjelma. Kehadiran dy membuatkan kite senyum sorg2. Kwn2 jgn kate lupe plak, time hari guru la korg paling ske kn?! Mase hari guru kat skola time tu mcm2 band perform, tbe2 plak kwn klas pandai nyanyi, ketue pengawas plak tbe2 jd pengacare yg paling hebat, mcm2 la lg. Yg pati ny seme nk sambut hari guru wpn time tu musim exam prtghn thn. Belasah je, time ni la show-off our talent. Asek dok underground je.

Sdikit selingan, knp Thalia protege Ziana Zain tu mesti nk tarik diri? Dy ok what, slain dr menjadi pesaing Ila dgn Adi. >_< Smbg smule crite hari guru kite.

Thn ni, Hari Guru datang lg mcm biase.... Prnh gak pasang cita2 nk jd cikgu, jd Cikgu Bahase. Mesti best gler. Tp setelah fikir2, simpan dlu cita2 nk jd cikgu tu. cube sedaye yg upaya memenuhi demand yg ade dlm market nih. Tapi jadi cikgu is still the best job!! Bg sy la kn, jd cikgu ni kne flexible. xkesah la, mase dy ke, ilmu dy, skills, ape2 je la. Jadi cikgu kne kreatif n kritis, almaklum nk bekerja dgn bnyk ragam bdk skola. KLau jd cikgu ganti lg la, tbe2 je kne transform. Seme bidang kne cover. Almaklum, jd bidan terjun la katekn..

Klau dh bekerja dgn bdk skola la kn, dh sah2 klau bdk skola cuti, time tu la cikgu blh cuti. Lame tu klau bdak skola cuti.

Aduh teacher!!! *mcm kenal je tagline nih. Sgguh mencabar jd cikgu. Sabar je la kpd cikgu2 ddunia nih. Hahha, sbb ak pn ade gak buat hal time skola. Dgn slalu out-station dr klas, flying without wing, ape la lg ak buat time skola dlu. Tp alhamdulillah, seme ny selamat dan maka terciptalah diriku hari ini.. Thanx a lot teacher!!

"Owh cikgu, doakan ak terpelihara drpd jd org yg xberguna.... yg bersepah-sepah tu.."

Sempena hari guru ni, SELAMAT HARI GURU!! Kpd kwn2 yg mak ayah dy cikgu, mesti dyorg tmpg bahgie sbb mak dgn ayah dyorg dpt bnyk hadiah hari ni.